The film Blue T Shirt is an observation of the director's mental state during filming. Applying for this course Constantine originally proposed to make a documentary about his experience of adult ADHD. But when he approached filming, he entered a period of depression. Experiencing this made it impossible for him to isolate his ADHD from his broader emotions. ‘Blue T Shirt’ is his attempt to understand what was happening, and to share his experience of raw emotions with his audience. Constantine made it in the form of a diary, because he felt this would be perfect for observing himself. It reflects rather than shapes. The film will be on screen on 6 December 2018 during LCC Postgraduate Shows 2018, 5-8 December 2018